Honestly. I’m in a fucking shitty ass mood today.
This is the fourth fucking day in a row that my lower abdomen has hurt so bad that it makes getting up/walking painful.
Today, it hurts worse than it did yesterday and I’m sick and fucking tired of this happening every 3-4 weeks.
I would have stayed home from work today if I hadn’t already missed Monday and Tuesday over this bullshit. I’ve done everything the doctors have told me to do, up my fiber intake, cut red meat almost completely out of my diet, stopped eating seeds or nuts, and still the fucking pain persists, and this isn’t just “a little discomfort” it’s blinding, searing, “please just fucking kill me” pain.
I’m about at the end of my rope with this shit.