Why do you enjoy being so cruel and hurtful?
Dear anonymous, I apologize if I’ve ever been cruel or hurtful to anyone. Truly, it hurts me when I am, and so I try never to offend someone. Please, let me know where and how I’ve hurt someone, so I can better apologize.
Perhaps though, before accusing me of being cruel and hurtful, you can look at what I’ve received on tumblr, and see if it is comparable.
a) Just because some people have said mean things to you doesn’t absolve you of your responsibility and history of being cruel and hurtful. You’re a jackass. Fucking live with it. Don’t pawn this shit off on “OH BUT OTHER PEOPLE ARE SOOOO MUCH MEANER! LOOK AT THEIR BAAAAD LANGUAGE!” because that’s just pathetic. You can be a cruel dickbag without using a single “vile” word—you’re practically a pro.
b) You had two anons which directly came from my blog, presumably (considering it was after your asinine attempt to manipulate me during a family tragedy, and both had to do with you being cruel, and one in particular—which followed this message, proving you saw my response to your fucked up message—specifically mentioned what you did) and haven’t yet apologized for what you did to me. So no, don’t play up this whole saintly martyr act, “I’m pure and innocent, look at all the people who are mean to meeeee! I’m practically the next Jesus Christ! And if I’ve ever so much as hurt a fly, please let me know!” because it’s bullshit. You took “mean quotes” directly from the comments in the #notes on my response, meaning you SAW what I wrote, you KNEW it pissed me off, but have you apologized? Fuck no! And don’t worry—by this point I don’t want it. A forced apology isn’t a real apology—not that I’d ever expect your ego to bend enough for you to issue what is considered a “real” apology. So step off with your holier-than-thou shit. You don’t care who you offend—you determine offense on your OWN terms, which rids you of absolutely any personal responsibility to own up to your own actions when someone, even polite as can fucking be, says “Hey. That’s offensive.”
c) I hope you realize what you did hurt me, and I hope it hurts you. I hope it hurts you reeeeal bad. Own up to it. It wasn’t genuine, it was you lurking like a fucking creep on my blog until you found the perfect ammunition for which to fuel your manipulative “I’m a good Catholic! Look how good I am! I’m praying for and being nice to a girl who’s meeeeeean to me! Who supports abortion! Who’s a gigantic slut! Look how awesome I am, not judging her! I really AM the next Jesus!” tripe. You might ignore me because of my potty mouth, but I know you know I can’t stand you. You ought to have known that you had NO place in my personal life and that I want NOTHING to do with you.
Your actions were not altruistic.
At the very least, stop deluding yourself about how good of a person you are, dear. And from now on, maybe look beyond a person’s tone (this will fall on deaf ears, because people have spoon-fed you this lesson time and time again and yet you refuse to hear it) and look at why they’re upset—why YOU have made them upset.
You might get a bit farther with your anti-choice, woman-hating rhetoric that way. But hopefully not.
Yeah, this whole “but I’m a nice person because I don’t say bad words” is fucking bullshit.
Look up psychopathy, and I mean that in all seriousness. His behavior is psychopathological and manipulative.